Pantaskah aku?

Do I really deserve to be detested? 
During which I was always trying to make other people happy that I did not groove. They only need to come at them. Once they get what they want them to leave immediately so I just. Without grateful or the other. I do not expect it but it has repeatedly occurred to me. I have a very dear friend to all, even though I was sick I made my stay to all. I can only feel the pain and the effect of continuity of all their deeds.

Pantaskah aku

Kekasihku yang kini entah kemana
Aku menunggu disini
Disini aku masih menanti
Menanti datangnya kamu
Kamu yang mau meberimaku
Menerimaku apa adanya
Aku hanya sendiri
Sendiri menunggu
Siapa yang mencintaiku ?
Masih adakah yang pantas untuk
Mencintai ku ?