Pantaskah aku?

Do I really deserve to be detested? 
During which I was always trying to make other people happy that I did not groove. They only need to come at them. Once they get what they want them to leave immediately so I just. Without grateful or the other. I do not expect it but it has repeatedly occurred to me. I have a very dear friend to all, even though I was sick I made my stay to all. I can only feel the pain and the effect of continuity of all their deeds.